56) God Will Be at Your Side Forever

Martin Luther King, 1964
Martin Luther King, 1964

By Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929-1968), in Strength to Love 

     The first twenty-four years of my life were years packed with fulfillment.  I had no basic problems or burdens.  Because of concerned and loving parents who provided for my every need, I sallied through high school, college, theological school, and graduate school without interruption.  It was not until I became a part of the leadership of the Montgomery bus protest that I was actually confronted with the trials of life.  Almost immediately after the protest had been undertaken, we began to receive threatening telephone calls and letters in our home.  Sporadic in the beginning, they increased day after day.  At first I took them in my stride, feeling that they were the work of a few hotheads who would not fight back.  But as the weeks passed, I realized that many of the threats were in earnest.  I felt myself faltering and growing in fear.

     After a particularly strenuous day, I settled in bed at a late hour.  My wife had already fallen asleep and I was about to doze off when the telephone rang.  An angry voice said, “Listen, nigger, we’ve taken all we want from you.  Before next week you’ll be sorry you ever came to Montgomery.”  I hung up, but I could not sleep.  It seemed that all of my fears had come down on me at once.  I had reached the saturation point.

     I got out of bed and began to walk the floor.  Finally I went to the kitchen and heated a pot of coffee.  I was ready to give up.  I tried to think of a way to move out of the picture without appearing to be a coward.  In this state of exhaustion, when my courage had almost gone, I determined to take my problem to God.  My head in my hands, I bowed over the kitchen table and prayed aloud.  The words I spoke to God that midnight are still vivid in my memory.  “I am here taking a stand for what I believe is right.  But now I am afraid.  The people are looking to me for leadership, and if I stand before them without strength and courage, they too will falter.  I am at the end of my powers.  I have nothing left.  I’ve come to the point where I can’t face it alone.”

     At that moment I experienced the presence of the Divine as I had never before experienced him.  It seemed as though I could hear the quiet assurance of an inner voice, saying, “Stand up for righteousness, stand up for truth.  God will be at your side forever.”  Almost at once my fears began to pass from me.  My uncertainty disappeared.  I was ready to face anything.  The outer situation remained the same, but God had given me inner calm.


Psalm 118:5-7a  —  In my anguish I cried to the Lord, and he answered by setting me free.  The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid.  What can man do to me?  The Lord is with me; he is my helper.

Psalm 27:1-3  —  The Lord is my light and my salvation– whom shall I fear?  The Lord is the stronghold of my life– of whom shall I be afraid?  When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh, when my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.  Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though, war break out against me, even then will I be confident.

Psalm 23:4 — Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 


In all time of our tribulation; in all time of our prosperity; in the hour of death, and in the day of judgement, spare us, good Lord.  —Book of Common Prayer,  The Litany